Nightmare.

I never loved anyone. I don´t know how to love anyone. But I am sure that what we have is real. No one can do what you do, no person could ever do. I never feel anyting. You make me feel. When you leave I fall into a deep black hole. I feel lost. Nothing makes sense, my thoughts are dark and I cannot focus on anything. You make me a different person. A good person. Someone I might like. I do not care that you destroy me. I know you destroy me. I am dead but it´s ok. It´s better then being alive without you.

Nightmare, on tumbrl.